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Aloha! hi i'm baby_sky not my real name..this site(confession of a teenage mom) ia all about me..i'm a lonely person and obviously im going to be a mom soon..i hope you would understand my situation if you read some not so good entries here in my blog..enjoy reading guys!! take care and godbless you always..!!
[[ walang tiwala.. ]] September 16th, 2007 @ 07:27 PMhindi koe alam kung bakit ako napapaicp..lagi nalang..hindi sa hindi ko xa pinagkakatiwalaan..hindi kasi xa nagkwekwento about his past life..naiinis ako..lagi xang galit or iniiba niya yung topic kapag gusto kong pagusapan past niya..samantala ako nakwento ko na lahat..kung talagang wala na saknya yung nangyari sa past niya bakit di niya kayang ikwento sakin..naiinis ako..sana di niya to mabasa pero parang hindi nako cgurado skanya..gusto ko lang naman maging honest xa sakin..napaka sacred ba ng past niya na hindi siya nagkwe2nto sakin..naiinis ako..wala akong paki kahit gano kapangit ng past niya..may anak na kami..bakit kailangan may itago pa xa sakin.. everyday napra2ning ako.. sabi pa niya sakin bakit niya kailangan ikwento yun..wala na sakanya yun..harapin nalang namin yung future..pano kaya yun..ganon nalang ba yun.. lagi pa xang may tinatago sakin..ni ayaw niyang makipag palit ng simcard or palitan yung simcard niya..o diba..?! kung wala xang tinatago sakin..okhei lang ang lahat..badtrip..!!
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[[ i'm back ]] September 15th, 2007 @ 03:36 PMwell..it's been months since i've last post a blog here..well i'm already 8 mos. pregnant..and am already excited for my baby's arrival..well i've already decided to name her PATRICIA LOREEN GABRIELLE C. VALDEZ.. it' really difficult being pregnant most especially at my stage..there are lots of pains..and its also hard to get up in bed and to walk..but it's okhei..coz i know when my baby's already here out in this world i'll be forgetting those pains i've been through..i love my baby so much..!!
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[[ To the BROKEN-HEARTED ]] July 13th, 2007 @ 12:56 PMCan Love Be PAinful..? Oh yes!! Love can be very painful especially when you fall in love with someone and they break your heart. That's very painful. Like when you put your whole life and your whole heart in it. Then yeah definitely love can be painful especially when you are in a relationship and your boyfriend cheat, lie, don't care for you, act funny towards you. It's like you love him too much to leave him but he keep on doing it over and over again. Eventually you get tired of it and you leave. It can be very painful because all the things he is doing. Like breaking your heart into pieces and then you can't trust him nomore. It's like he dont care about what he is putting you through. As long as he is getting whatever he wants. He doesn’t care. So that means that he didn’t care from the beginning like he said he did. So basically he lied to you from the beginning point blank. I look at it like he is a lier, a cheater, and a deceiver who doesn’t care about nothing and nobody but himself and it aint rite at all.
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[[ a letter for michael ]] July 13th, 2007 @ 12:01 PMBabhiegh, You are my angel that I’ll never be able to live without, reading: my entry listening to: feels like home feeling: loved |
[[ ask me.. ]] July 12th, 2007 @ 10:08 AMhi guys..i have nothing to do..would you want to ask me some questions..about my life..? swear i'll answer all your questions
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[[ rEaLiZiNg WhAt YoU'vE lOsT ]] July 11th, 2007 @ 07:39 PMYou never realize how much you love someone until they're gone. You never realize that...yes...once their love sorrounded you but now...what do you have?..Memories..Why does love hurt so much, when it's supposed to be such a good thing? Why do we dwell on the past, when the future is what matters? It's something that...yeah...i guess it can't be helped but...maybe it's harder for you than it is for someone else. Faint smells of cologne...a song on the radio...a movie...or a single word...these are things that bring back those memories. But, you can't hide from these thingd...because...they're there and no matter how hard you try to, they'll always be there. Even when you have moved on to the future...and those things don't trigger the memories as much as before...they still do. You can't forget someone that you've loved...you may want to...but you can't. Love cannot be forgotten...no matter how hard we try...and how much we think it'll ease the pain...it will always be there...Forever..........
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[[ forever ]] July 11th, 2007 @ 07:14 PMEverything in this world is full with challenges in life. The first step u take when you reach your 1st year you fall and rise up again without feeling the pain in your knees as long as you tried the first word you utter...the first smile with a winks of an eye.Time flies so fast not knowing you’re grown up and took challenges in life. Now hardest part is when you fall in love for the first time and this isn’t that easy to say first time tears fell in your cheeks...first hardest pain you have felt. And you scream suffocating almost out of this world.but all are challenges in life it will all pass and there you are rising to a new you again more stronger than before and Now you have learned a lot that life is mysterious in many ways you have to be strong face it no matter what. No matter how painful the worst comes worst but at least you have proven your worth. Because it’s you and no one can change you. Forever
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[[ ang tanga ]] July 10th, 2007 @ 07:21 PMkakainis!! tumawag yung ex ko..para xang tanga..anyway bf koe xa nung 4th yr ako..2 yrs xang mas matanda sakin..tas yun nga for 3 yrs bigla xang tatawag tas sasabihin niyang mahal niya ako..?! punyeta anoe ako tanga..!! chaka as if naman papatulan pa kita..magkakababy na kaya kami ni michael tas heto ka tatawag tas sasabihin mong mahal mokoe never mkong nalimutan..e samantalang putang ina pinagmukha mkong tanga nun..nagagalit ako kasi naiinis ako sayo..tapos na tayo hindi na kita mahal..pwede ba magmove on ka na..may sarili nakong buhay..at masaya ako kay michael!!
e2 pa masama guys ah..cnabi ko ng buntis ako kay michael tas sabi niy..wala daw xang pakielam..aakuhin niya anak ako..hello..?! as if naman mahal kita..and as if naman sobrang minahal kita..hindi ako easy to get noe!! punyeta..wag mkong igagaya sa mga naging gf's mo..i'm not like them..well alam ko naman na mababasa mo 2 e..kaya pwede ba tunigil ka na..magkaron ka ng buhay..hindi tong kinukulit mkoe..!! naiirita nkoe sayo..!! hindi mo ba ako naintindihan..MAHAL KO SI MICHAEL AT IKAW WALA KA NA,,!!
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[[ KALAYAAN..PWEDE BA..? ]] July 7th, 2007 @ 03:23 PMsobrang hirap e..kala moe pagkatapos ng lahat-lahat magiging ok na yun pala hindi..bakit ba ganito ang buhay..may mga oras na natutulala ka nalang kasi di moe alam gagawin moe..tulad ngaun madalas tuliro akoe..bakit kaya hindi pwedeng pantay ang lahat ng bagay sa mundo ko..ano pabang kailangang gawin para maintindihan ninyo ako..nagsisi nako diba..ang hirap naman..!! sa mga taong nakakabasa nito masaya ba kayo sa buhay niyo..? pantay ba lahat..? malamang hindi niyo maintindihan sinasabi koe..pero tanong ko lang..hindi ba't kapag mahal niyo isang tao ibibigay niyo lahat para maging masaya siya..? e pano kung kalayaan niya hiningi niya..? ibibigay niyo padin ba..? o ipagdadamot niyo dahil ayaw niyong masaktan kayo o di kaya naman natatakot dahil baka maling ibigay ang kalayaang hinihingi dahil sa tingin niyo'y makakasama sayo..? siguro naman iba sanyo nabasa na ibang entries ko dito.. problema ko kasi ayaw ng magulang ko sa taong mahal ko..buntis nako malapit ng manganak pero hanggang ngaun tumatanggi silang kausapin magulang ng taong mahal ko..yung nakabuntis sakin..araw2 tinatanong ng bf ko kung pwede ng kausapin nila tita cla mama pero ayaw parin nila..madalas nilang sabihin sakin na hindi kailangan ng anak ko ang ama..na pilit kong pinaglalaban na siya ang ama kailangan ko siya at kailangan ng anak ko ng ama..hinihingi ko na sana'y tanggapin nanila xa pero ayaw parin nila..last week lumayas ako pumunta ako sa bahay nila.. masaya pakong nakita ng mama niya,,sinabi pa nilang sila bahala kapag nanganak ako,,sakanila lahat ng gastos..mabuti silang tao..mali ang iniisip ng kapamilya ko tungkol sa pamilya nila..porke ba hindi kami pareho ng stado ng buhay..kung alam lang nila.. sabi pa nila makakahanap ako ng taong mayaman..cguro nga makakahanap ako..pero ang tanong mahal ko ba..? mahal ko siya hindi ba nila maintindihan yun..mahal na mahal ko siya.. kung kayo magulang ko ibibigay niyo ba kalayaan ko..?
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