Aloha! hi i'm baby_sky not my real name..this site(confession of a teenage mom) ia all about me..i'm a lonely person and obviously im going to be a mom soon..i hope you would understand my situation if you read some not so good entries here in my blog..enjoy reading guys!! take care and godbless you always..!!


[[ walang tiwala.. ]]


September 16th, 2007

@ 07:27 PM


hindi koe alam kung bakit ako napapaicp..lagi nalang..hindi sa hindi ko xa pinagkakatiwalaan..hindi kasi xa nagkwekwento about his past life..naiinis ako..lagi xang galit or iniiba niya yung topic kapag gusto kong pagusapan past niya..samantala ako nakwento ko na lahat..kung talagang wala na saknya yung nangyari sa past niya bakit di niya kayang ikwento sakin..naiinis ako..sana di niya to mabasa pero parang hindi nako cgurado skanya..gusto ko lang naman maging honest xa sakin..napaka sacred ba ng past niya na hindi siya nagkwe2nto sakin..naiinis ako..wala akong paki kahit gano kapangit ng past niya..may anak na kami..bakit kailangan may itago pa xa sakin.. everyday napra2ning ako.. sabi pa niya sakin bakit niya kailangan ikwento yun..wala na sakanya yun..harapin nalang namin yung future..pano kaya yun..ganon nalang ba yun.. lagi pa xang may tinatago sakin..ni ayaw niyang makipag palit ng simcard or palitan yung simcard niya..o diba..?! kung wala xang tinatago sakin..okhei lang ang lahat..badtrip..!!

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September 15th, 2007

@ 03:36 PM


well..it's been months since i've last post a blog here..well i'm already 8 mos. pregnant..and am already excited for my baby's arrival..well i've already decided to name her PATRICIA LOREEN GABRIELLE C. VALDEZ.. it' really difficult being pregnant most especially at my stage..there are lots of pains..and its also hard to get up in bed and to walk..but it's okhei..coz i know when my baby's already here out in this world i'll be forgetting those pains i've been through..i love my baby so much..!!


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[[ To the BROKEN-HEARTED ]]


July 13th, 2007

@ 12:56 PM


Can Love Be PAinful..? 

Oh yes!! Love can be very painful especially when you fall in love with someone and they break your heart. That's very painful. Like when you put your whole life and your whole heart in it. Then yeah definitely love can be painful especially when you are in a relationship and your boyfriend cheat, lie, don't care for you, act funny towards you. It's like you love him too much to leave him but he keep on doing it over and over again. Eventually you get tired of it and you leave. It can be very painful because all the things he is doing. Like breaking your heart into pieces and then you can't trust him nomore. It's like he dont care about what he is putting you through. As long as he is getting whatever he wants. He doesn’t care. So that means that he didn’t care from the beginning like he said he did. So basically he  lied to you from the beginning point blank. I look at it like he is a lier, a cheater, and a deceiver who doesn’t care about nothing and nobody but himself and it aint rite at all.


feeling: thoughtful

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[[ a letter for michael ]]


July 13th, 2007

@ 12:01 PM


Babhiegh, 

You are my angel that I’ll never be able to live without,
You’re the only man I can think about.
Some people frown upon us but we push them aside,
Cause we both know were goin to be together til the day we die.
I would do anything for you just so I would never see you cry,
I could just lay with you and cuddle all the time.
You’re my angel that came to me to take away my suffering,
I dreamt of you before we met as if destiny was telling me your name.
You’re my angel, my love, my everything, my baby
I would risk my life just to take away your pain.
Baby I’m so happy that you stayed with me.
You promised me love forever and that’s all I’ll ever need.
I care for you more then anything, Ill give you all my time.
Our life together will be so great, creating our family
Baby, I promise you, our love will never die.
I can’t wait to marry you, and live our life.
Living together in paradise, hand and hand
Soon enough I promise you, you’ll be my husband.


reading: my entry

listening to: feels like home

feeling: loved

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[[ ask me.. ]]


July 12th, 2007

@ 10:08 AM


hi guys..i have nothing to do..would you want to ask me some questions..about my life..? swear i'll answer all your questions

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[[ rEaLiZiNg WhAt YoU'vE lOsT ]]


July 11th, 2007

@ 07:39 PM


You never realize how much you love someone until they're gone. You never realize that...yes...once their love sorrounded you but now...what do you have?..Memories..Why does love hurt so much, when it's supposed to be such a good thing? Why do we dwell on the past, when the future is what matters? It's something that...yeah...i guess it can't be helped but...maybe it's harder for you than it is for someone else. Faint smells of cologne...a song on the radio...a movie...or a single word...these are things that bring back those memories. But, you can't hide from these thingd...because...they're there and no matter how hard you try to, they'll always be there. Even when you have moved on to the future...and those things don't trigger the memories as much as before...they still do. You can't forget someone that you've loved...you may want to...but you can't. Love cannot be forgotten...no matter how hard we try...and how much we think it'll ease the pain...it will always be there...Forever..........

 


feeling: relieved

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[[ forever ]]


July 11th, 2007

@ 07:14 PM


 

feeling: touched

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[[ ang tanga ]]


July 10th, 2007

@ 07:21 PM


kakainis!! tumawag yung ex ko..para xang tanga..anyway bf koe xa nung 4th yr ako..2 yrs xang mas matanda sakin..tas yun nga for 3 yrs bigla xang tatawag tas sasabihin niyang mahal niya ako..?! punyeta anoe ako tanga..!! chaka as if naman papatulan pa kita..magkakababy na kaya kami ni michael tas heto ka tatawag tas sasabihin mong mahal mokoe never mkong nalimutan..e samantalang putang ina pinagmukha mkong tanga nun..nagagalit ako kasi naiinis ako sayo..tapos na tayo hindi na kita mahal..pwede ba magmove on ka na..may sarili nakong buhay..at masaya ako kay michael!!

 

e2 pa masama guys ah..cnabi ko ng buntis ako kay michael tas sabi niy..wala daw xang pakielam..aakuhin niya anak ako..hello..?! as if naman mahal kita..and as if naman sobrang minahal kita..hindi ako easy to get noe!! punyeta..wag mkong igagaya sa mga naging gf's mo..i'm not like them..well alam ko naman na mababasa mo 2 e..kaya pwede ba tunigil ka na..magkaron ka ng buhay..hindi tong kinukulit mkoe..!! naiirita nkoe sayo..!! hindi mo ba ako naintindihan..MAHAL KO SI MICHAEL AT IKAW WALA KA NA,,!!


feeling: uncomfortable

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[[ KALAYAAN..PWEDE BA..? ]]


July 7th, 2007

@ 03:23 PM


sobrang hirap e..kala moe pagkatapos ng lahat-lahat magiging ok na yun pala hindi..bakit ba ganito ang buhay..may mga oras na natutulala ka nalang kasi di moe alam gagawin moe..tulad ngaun madalas tuliro akoe..bakit kaya hindi pwedeng pantay ang lahat ng bagay sa mundo ko..ano pabang kailangang gawin para maintindihan ninyo ako..nagsisi nako diba..ang hirap naman..!!

 sa mga taong nakakabasa nito masaya ba kayo sa buhay niyo..?

pantay ba lahat..?

 malamang hindi niyo maintindihan sinasabi koe..pero tanong ko lang..hindi ba't kapag mahal niyo isang tao ibibigay niyo lahat para maging masaya siya..? e pano kung kalayaan niya hiningi niya..? ibibigay niyo padin ba..? o ipagdadamot niyo dahil ayaw niyong masaktan kayo o di kaya naman natatakot dahil baka maling ibigay ang kalayaang hinihingi dahil sa tingin niyo'y makakasama sayo..?

siguro naman iba sanyo nabasa na ibang entries ko dito..

problema ko kasi ayaw ng magulang ko sa taong mahal ko..buntis nako malapit ng manganak pero hanggang ngaun tumatanggi silang kausapin magulang ng taong mahal ko..yung nakabuntis sakin..araw2 tinatanong ng bf ko kung pwede ng kausapin nila tita cla mama pero ayaw parin nila..madalas nilang sabihin sakin na hindi kailangan ng anak ko ang ama..na pilit kong pinaglalaban na siya ang ama kailangan ko siya at kailangan ng anak ko ng ama..hinihingi ko na sana'y tanggapin nanila xa pero ayaw parin nila..last week lumayas ako pumunta ako sa bahay nila.. masaya pakong nakita ng mama niya,,sinabi pa nilang sila bahala kapag nanganak ako,,sakanila lahat ng gastos..mabuti silang tao..mali ang iniisip ng kapamilya ko tungkol sa pamilya nila..porke ba hindi kami pareho ng stado ng buhay..kung alam lang nila.. sabi pa nila makakahanap ako ng taong mayaman..cguro nga makakahanap ako..pero ang tanong mahal ko ba..? mahal ko siya hindi ba nila maintindihan yun..mahal na mahal ko siya..

kung kayo magulang ko ibibigay niyo ba kalayaan ko..?


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